[fuckinghateniggers]

Thank you all for replying I read them and took them to heart I wish I was a beautiful person if I was then he wouldn't have dropped me so easily I can't seem to push pash this all I can do is cry I keep trying to push away the thoughts of cutting away the pain but everyday I get closer to it I'm mourning myself to death this ik some part of me doesn't care the other part lays dormant I feel alone and unloved undesired idk what else to do