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Name: Roy
Age: 24
Gender: FtM
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Join Date: June 20th 2012

How am I still alive?! - November 26th 2012, 03:11 PM

First off: I'm suicidal.

I just... I don't know. It's not that I want to end my suffering. It's that I feel the world would be far better without me. What purpose would a loving God have for someone as fucked up as me?

And not only that... I don't care at all about myself! I don't see any future for myself. If I think of myself even for a few seconds I feel like a narcissist and that I don't deserve the things I have. I always feel like I'm doing something wrong. I apologize for EVERY slip-up, like someone will get mad at me if I don't. I try to please everyone EXCEPT myself and I just can't do it anymore


Hoping to spend my life with my girlfriend Melissa