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About Me
- Basics
- Name
- alissa
- Gender
- Female
- Location
- none of your business
- About
- About me
- im 14 turning 15 in augest i have a vary wonderful boyfriend who helps me through the problems i have im scene and i have two dogs on here my sister is [pinkfreak123] :D
Let me start from the beginning because I just need to process through this. Just under a month ago I went to visit a friend who lives out of the country. Her name is Laura and I have written about her on this blog in the past. Anywho, when I was in high school I started to tell her about my struggle with self-harm, but was stopped short because I understood that she was going to have to tell my parents if I told her. I spent a good chunk of high school dropping hints as to what it was that I was struggling with, but never really told her exactly what was going on.
During the "discussion" I was feeling a bit put down by so many of the others who did not agree with me and I almost felt ashamed. I was thinking about this (the discussion and the potential mate thing) on the car ride home and I wrote this down...
"I've spent too much of my life trying to be someone I'm not. Too much of my life caring about what other thingk about me. Too much of my life being walked on. I will not be another female who is afraid to stand up for herself. I will be strong and learn what I believe. I will voice my opinions even when other don't agree. -Brookelle Evan. 9/6/09"
- Details
- Here for
- Like to help and be helped
- Relationship status
- It's complicated
- Sexuality
- Heterosexual/Straight
- Ethnicity
- Caucasian/White
- Education
- in school still
- Occupation
- student /part time babysitter
- Religion
- Atheist
- Zodiac sign
- Leo
- Interests
- Hobbies
- skateboreding & listening to music makeing friends and playing the gutiar playing the drums and playing in a band with my friends sahdow and nathen
- Music
- black veil brides, asking alexandria, linkin park, avirl lavgine
- Movies
- twilight serise
- Television
- bones and family guy and carttons
- Games
- playing basket ball skateboreding football i love watching my guy friends play what freinds i do have and keep
- Sports
- skateboreding & soccer & volly ball &playing the guitar and drums in a band
- Heroes
- my brother and friends shadow and nathen and my boyfriend Adeon
- Favorite quotes
- ima scene bitch lolz
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Signature
- im the girl who crys and hides my tears and the girl who helps everyone around me when i cant even help myself










gosh........i was hoping you would be better, and not keep hurting yourself. Your so beautiful, you dont need all these marks on yourself 





