Support Forums Today's Posts

Get Advice Connect with TeenHelp Resources
HelpLINK Facebook     Twitter     Tumblr     Instagram    Hotlines    Safety Zone    Alternatives

You are not registered or have not logged in

Hello guest! (Not a guest? Log in above!)

As a guest on TeenHelp you are only able to use some of our site's features. By registering an account you will be able to enjoy unlimited access to our site, and will be able to:

  • Connect with thousands of teenagers worldwide by actively taking part in our Support Forums and Chat Room.
  • Find others with similar interests in our Social Groups.
  • Express yourself through our Blogs, Picture Albums and User Profiles.
  • And much much more!

Signing up is free, anonymous and will only take a few moments, so click here to register now!

TeenHelp Veteran

Melancholia. Offline

Devil Dez

Visitor Messages

Showing Visitor Messages 1 to 10 of 9076
  1. Ambedo.
    Yesterday 01:48 AM - permalink
    I've been good. You should text me sometime!
  2. Nala.
    January 15th 2019 11:11 PM - permalink
    Thank you! I am well, how are you?
  3. Ambedo.
    January 15th 2019 06:26 PM - permalink
    I miss you too.
  4. Golfing girl
    January 13th 2019 01:29 AM - permalink
    Golfing girl
    I'm glad you are okay, I am too. Hugs.
  5. Golfing girl
    January 10th 2019 08:08 PM - permalink
    Golfing girl
    Hi, how are you?
  6. ~Radio Flyer~
    January 6th 2019 04:01 PM - permalink
    ~Radio Flyer~
    I am hanging in there! Starting with a new therapist on Wednesday and I'm scared out of my socket muscles >. <
    I'm trying to be ok in this world but it is so hard sometimes! How have you been?
  7. Golfing girl
    January 2nd 2019 01:24 AM - permalink
    Golfing girl
    Thank you. Hugs back.
  8. Golfing girl
    January 1st 2019 02:16 PM - permalink
    Golfing girl
    Happy New Year
  9. Golfing girl
    December 31st 2018 10:41 PM - permalink
    Golfing girl
    One last HUG before the New Year
  10. Golfing girl
    December 29th 2018 01:17 AM - permalink
    Golfing girl
    Hi, how are you?

About Me

  • Basics
    Connecticut, USA
    United States
  • About
    About me
    Dez, or any other nickname really. Sparkly Queer. Butter.
    Slytherin. Twenty two. Public Health Major. Psychology minor. Graduated with my BS in Public Health. Returning for my Master's in Public Health. Confused, finding a path. Stressed and not so well dressed. Not-so-controlled chaos.
    Bracelets. Earrings. Sleeping. Mermaids. Routines. Cereal. Home. Sloths. Dogs. Being single. Nail polish. Zumba.
    Caring. Passionate. Anxious. Workaholic. Kind. Shy but outgoing. Just a little crazy. Friendly. Trusting.
    Is napping an interest?


    I became a LiveHelp Operator on December 1, 2011. On January 29, 2012 I changed primaries to HelpLINK Mentor. On April 23, 2012 I became a Self Expression Forum Mod. On October 8, 2012 I became an LGBT+ Forum Mod. On December 1, 2012 I became a Chat Moderator. On February 9, 2013 I became a HelpLINK Moderator. On July 13, 2013 I became a member of the Performance Committee. On August 17 2013, I became an Albums Moderator as well as a member of the Articles Team. On October 13, 2013, I became a Self Harm Forum Mod. On November 16, 2013, I became a member of the Social Networking Team. On December 23, 2013, I became a Social Groups Moderator. On December 23, 2013, I also became a member of the Videos Team. On January 25, 2014, I became a Blogs Moderator. On April 12th, 2014, I became a Project Advisor. On August 31, 2014 I became a member of the newly formed Volunteering Committee. On March 27, 2015 I became a Newsletter Editor. On August 1, 2015 I became part of the Disputes Committee. On August 17, 2015 I became a Forums and Community Officer.

    Last updated 5/26/18
  • Details
    Here for
    Like to help and be helped
    Relationship status
    What's that?
    I'm here, I'm Queer
    Studying for my Master's in Public Health.
    Graduate Assistant - Research
    None really.
    Zodiac sign
  • Interests
    I don't know anymore.
    Oh, various things.
    The Harry Potter movies, The Day After Tomorrow, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Horton Hears a Who, Repo! The Genetic Opera, The Little Mermaid, Finding Nemo, Finding Dory... I don't watch many movies.
    House M.D., In Plain Sight, Nurse Jackie, Rizzoli & Isles, Hell's Kitchen, Once Upon A Time, Necessary Roughness, Chicago Fire, Justice League, Scrubs, Rick and Morty, Bojack Horseman, Brooklyn Nine-Nine, The Good Doctor
    Portal, Portal 2, The Sims 3 and 4, Plague, Rocket League, Golf With Your Friends, Magicka, then your classic board games.
    Anything that's by Jodi Picoult or talks about real life issues or Ellen Hopkins. Fiction books that talk about real world issues, like self harm.
    I don't like sports.
    My Pepere (grandfather) and my cousin Sophia, as well as her two older sisters Alex and Gabby and their mother, Kristy. Also my niece Madison. :)
    Favorite quotes
    "The world is round, so the place that may seem like the end, may also be only the beginning..."

    "Everything will be okay in the end, so if it's not okay, it's not the end."

    "Those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."

    "*We* are the music makers... and *we* are the dreamers of dreams."

    "There is no life I know to compare with pure imagination. Living there, you'll be free if you truly wish to be."

    "Saying someone can't be sad because others have it worse is like saying someone can't be happy because others have it better."

    "Just keep swimming..."
    Other interests
    Being a mermaid.
    Eating my sister's food.
  • Signature
    Let it come and let it be...


Total Posts
Visitor Messages
Blog - Rantings of a Mermaid Princess
Helpful Postings
  • Melancholia.'s posts have been liked or marked as helpful 2898 times.
General Information
  • Last Activity: Yesterday 10:16 PM
  • Join Date: November 16th 2010
  • Referrals: 7


Showing Friends 1 to 10 of 137

Contact Info

Instant Messaging
Send an Instant Message to Melancholia. Using...
This Page


Latest Blog Entry

Posted December 2nd 2018 at 01:34 AM by Melancholia. Comments 1
Posted in Uncategorized
This was a tough semester. I struggled a lot more than I thought I would. Between classes, stress, being sick literally almost the entire semester, having a self harm relapse, and crying in one of my favorite professor's office a few times, I was ready to give up on everything.

But, this semester is almost over. Two of my classes are completely done with and I have As in both of those. I'm getting a B in one class and while that's tough for me, I'm slowly accepting it.


Posted October 6th 2018 at 05:10 AM by Melancholia. Comments 5
Posted in Uncategorized
Iím not okay in a different way than normal. The depression is hitting me in ways it never has before.

It hurts so bad

Iím closer to killing myself than i ever have been before.

I want to do damage.

But i wonít. Iíll jusg go on and smile and pretend everything is great while secretly hoping I drop dead tomorrow.

l o l

Posted June 19th 2018 at 04:32 AM by Melancholia. Comments 1
Posted in Uncategorized
These blogs will probably get more infrequent, as it's starting to slow down a bit.

I'm not sure what exactly happened today. I woke up this morning and my breathing felt weird, but it's also very hot out so I figured it could be asthma. My chest is itchy from a rash I have, maybe from the heat, so I turned on my phone camera to look at it and.. My face just didn't feel right? It just felt like that shouldn't be my face. The features weren't right? The forehead was wrong and the chin...

Posted June 18th 2018 at 03:54 AM by Melancholia. Comments 2
Posted in Uncategorized
I don't think this is triggering but if anyone is triggered by medical related things, this will be talking about some! Also a mention of food/weight related issues pertaining to myself, but no numbers!

I checked my mom's phone last night to make sure she didn't miss any calls from the hospital since her hearing isn't the greatest. My dad had texted her around 8:30 PM, joking that he's eating ice chips with no salt (since salt and heart issues are bad). I thought, "LOL, asshole,"...

Posted June 17th 2018 at 06:54 AM by Melancholia. Comments 5
Posted in Uncategorized
To preface this, my father has had trouble breathing for the past few weeks but was too stubborn to go to the hospital. We thought maybe it was his COPD or the fact he's under a lot of stress at work and eventually made a doctor's appointment for him.

However, he ended up at the hospital Saturday morning unable to breathe. I woke up to a missed text from my mother saying she was taking him in. So I call her and she casually says that he's in congestive heart failure, "but that's...
Recent Comments
Sending you much love,...
Posted December 3rd 2018 at 07:59 PM by IronButterflyWings IronButterflyWings is offline
I'm so sorry that you...
Posted October 8th 2018 at 03:49 AM by Golfing girl Golfing girl is offline
I hear you. Here if...
Posted October 7th 2018 at 02:33 AM by Noire Noire is offline
I am sorry you are struggling...
Posted October 6th 2018 at 03:35 PM by .:Bibliophile:. .:Bibliophile:. is online now
Here if you want to...
Posted October 6th 2018 at 01:51 PM by Celyn Celyn is offline

All material copyright ©1998-2018, TeenHelp.
Terms | Legal | Privacy | Conduct | Complaints

Powered by vBulletin®.
Copyright ©2000-2019, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.
Search engine optimization by vBSEO.
Theme developed in association with vBStyles.