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Melancholia. Offline

Devil Dez

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  1. Retribution.
    Yesterday 11:30 PM - permalink
  2. Celyn
    September 19th 2018 07:36 PM - permalink
    Yeah, sometimes it's slow and sometimes it just doesn't load at all. It's temporarily fixed but hoping it will be permanently fixed soon!

    Oh cool
  3. Golfing girl
    September 12th 2018 04:31 PM - permalink
    Golfing girl
    I hit send before I was done, sorry. Yes I just stuck with my old look but with new outfits if you get what I'm saying. Dance is fun, I only get to dance 3 - 4days a week because of schoolwork can't get behind. Have you been doing zumba? Hope you are having a good day. Hugs.
  4. Golfing girl
    September 12th 2018 04:28 PM - permalink
    Golfing girl
    What's stressful? Classes, work, roommates? Maybe I can help you out with something so you are okay. Hugs.
  5. cynefin
    September 11th 2018 06:50 PM - permalink
    Right?! Me too. I love honeysuckle stuff.
  6. Golfing girl
    September 10th 2018 10:30 PM - permalink
    Golfing girl
    Today was my first day of school I can't believe I stressed out so much on my outfits and I went to dance classes. Yea. Have a wonderful week. Hugs.
  7. Golfing girl
    September 10th 2018 07:12 PM - permalink
    Golfing girl
    Hi, I'm so sorry it has been stressful for you, I hope that you will be okay soon and it gets better for you. Lots of Hugs.
    I'm ok, thank you.
  8. cynefin
    September 4th 2018 05:19 PM - permalink
    Aw that's great! Glad it got there! And that is pretty ironic.
  9. cynefin
    September 2nd 2018 11:25 PM - permalink
    Definitely let me know what you think when you get a chance to try them!
  10. Golfing girl
    September 2nd 2018 10:43 PM - permalink
    Golfing girl
    Hi, I feel like we haven't talked in forever. How are you doing? When does you're school start?

About Me

  • Basics
    Connecticut, USA
    United States
  • About
    About me
    Dez, or any other nickname really. Sparkly Queer. Butter.
    Hufflepuff. Twenty two. Muskaqueer. Public Health Major. Psychology minor. Graduated with my BS in Public Health. Returning for my Master's in Public Health. Confused, finding a path. Stressed and not so well dressed. Not-so-controlled chaos.
    Bracelets. Earrings. Sleeping. Mermaids. Fangirling. Routines. Cereal. Home. Sloths. Dogs. Being single. Nail polish.
    Caring. Passionate. Anxious. Workaholic. Kind. Shy but outgoing. Just a little crazy. Friendly. Trusting.
    Is napping an interest?


    I became a LiveHelp Operator on December 1, 2011. On January 29, 2012 I changed primaries to HelpLINK Mentor. On April 23, 2012 I became a Self Expression Forum Mod. On October 8, 2012 I became an LGBT+ Forum Mod. On December 1, 2012 I became a Chat Moderator. On February 9, 2013 I became a HelpLINK Moderator. On July 13, 2013 I became a member of the Performance Committee. On August 17 2013, I became an Albums Moderator as well as a member of the Articles Team. On October 13, 2013, I became a Self Harm Forum Mod. On November 16, 2013, I became a member of the Social Networking Team. On December 23, 2013, I became a Social Groups Moderator. On December 23, 2013, I also became a member of the Videos Team. On January 25, 2014, I became a Blogs Moderator. On April 12th, 2014, I became a Project Advisor. On August 31, 2014 I became a member of the newly formed Volunteering Committee. On March 27, 2015 I became a Newsletter Editor. On August 1, 2015 I became part of the Disputes Committee. On August 17, 2015 I became a Forums and Community Officer.

    Last updated 5/26/18
  • Details
    Here for
    Like to help and be helped
    Relationship status
    What's that?
    Studying for my Master's in Public Health.
    Graduate Assistant - Research
    None really.
    Zodiac sign
  • Interests
    I don't know anymore.
    Oh, various things.
    The Harry Potter movies, The Day After Tomorrow, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Horton Hears a Who, Repo! The Genetic Opera, The Little Mermaid, Finding Nemo, Finding Dory... I don't watch many movies.
    House M.D., In Plain Sight, Nurse Jackie, Rizzoli & Isles, Hell's Kitchen, Once Upon A Time, Necessary Roughness, Chicago Fire, Justice League, Scrubs, Rick and Morty, Bojack Horseman, Brooklyn Nine-Nine, The Good Doctor
    Portal, Portal 2, The Sims 3 and 4, Plague, Rocket League, Golf With Your Friends, Magicka, then your classic board games.
    Anything that's by Jodi Picoult or talks about real life issues or Ellen Hopkins. Fiction books that talk about real world issues, like self harm.
    I don't like sports.
    My Pepere (grandfather) and my cousin Sophia, as well as her two older sisters Alex and Gabby and their mother, Kristy. Also my niece Madison. :)
    Favorite quotes
    "The world is round, so the place that may seem like the end, may also be only the beginning..."

    "Everything will be okay in the end, so if it's not okay, it's not the end."

    "Those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."

    "*We* are the music makers... and *we* are the dreamers of dreams."

    "There is no life I know to compare with pure imagination. Living there, you'll be free if you truly wish to be."

    "Saying someone can't be sad because others have it worse is like saying someone can't be happy because others have it better."

    "Just keep swimming..."
    Other interests
    Being a mermaid.
    Eating my sister's food.
    Conspiring with my mermarch.
    Leafy time with Buttcheeto.
  • Signature
    Let it come and let it be...


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Posted June 19th 2018 at 03:32 AM by Melancholia. Comments 1
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These blogs will probably get more infrequent, as it's starting to slow down a bit.

I'm not sure what exactly happened today. I woke up this morning and my breathing felt weird, but it's also very hot out so I figured it could be asthma. My chest is itchy from a rash I have, maybe from the heat, so I turned on my phone camera to look at it and.. My face just didn't feel right? It just felt like that shouldn't be my face. The features weren't right? The forehead was wrong and the chin...

Posted June 18th 2018 at 02:54 AM by Melancholia. Comments 2
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I don't think this is triggering but if anyone is triggered by medical related things, this will be talking about some! Also a mention of food/weight related issues pertaining to myself, but no numbers!

I checked my mom's phone last night to make sure she didn't miss any calls from the hospital since her hearing isn't the greatest. My dad had texted her around 8:30 PM, joking that he's eating ice chips with no salt (since salt and heart issues are bad). I thought, "LOL, asshole,"...

Posted June 17th 2018 at 05:54 AM by Melancholia. Comments 5
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To preface this, my father has had trouble breathing for the past few weeks but was too stubborn to go to the hospital. We thought maybe it was his COPD or the fact he's under a lot of stress at work and eventually made a doctor's appointment for him.

However, he ended up at the hospital Saturday morning unable to breathe. I woke up to a missed text from my mother saying she was taking him in. So I call her and she casually says that he's in congestive heart failure, "but that's...

Posted April 16th 2018 at 04:58 AM by Melancholia. Comments 1
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I went out last night with some of my friends from school. Another friend of mine who is mutual friends with most of my friends happens to live in the same city as me brought me up to campus. There were a few people I really wished I could have seen but they had other plans so weren't around. So that did make me sad, but I was very happy to see the people I did.

Some of my friends started drinking before we even went out. I had one sip and that was it because I didn't want a repeat...

Posted April 10th 2018 at 03:42 AM by Melancholia. Comments 0
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I might also write this in to HelpLINK.

The depression is still hitting hard since I graduated. I really feel like I have nothing to live for.

I applied for a job as a health aide for the city health department but I didn't get it. My sister also decided to transfer Amazon building so even when I get a start date I probably can't work there unless someone is willing to pick me up at 11 PM each night. But my mom doesn't drive at night that often and my dad wakes up early...
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