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  1. cynefin
    September 11th 2018 06:50 PM - permalink
    cynefin
    Right?! Me too. I love honeysuckle stuff.
  2. Golfing girl
    September 10th 2018 10:30 PM - permalink
    Golfing girl
    Today was my first day of school I can't believe I stressed out so much on my outfits and I went to dance classes. Yea. Have a wonderful week. Hugs.
  3. Golfing girl
    September 10th 2018 07:12 PM - permalink
    Golfing girl
    Hi, I'm so sorry it has been stressful for you, I hope that you will be okay soon and it gets better for you. Lots of Hugs.
    I'm ok, thank you.
  4. cynefin
    September 4th 2018 05:19 PM - permalink
    cynefin
    Aw that's great! Glad it got there! And that is pretty ironic.
  5. cynefin
    September 2nd 2018 11:25 PM - permalink
    cynefin
    Definitely let me know what you think when you get a chance to try them!
  6. Golfing girl
    September 2nd 2018 10:43 PM - permalink
    Golfing girl
    Hi, I feel like we haven't talked in forever. How are you doing? When does you're school start?
  7. arepo
    September 2nd 2018 04:02 PM - permalink
    arepo
    Lol @ your niece. Like. So hard.
  8. cynefin
    September 1st 2018 08:26 PM - permalink
    cynefin
    The estimated arrival date is this Tuesday the 4th.
  9. Celyn
    August 29th 2018 05:54 PM - permalink
    Celyn
    It's getting better thankfully!

    Not heard of Chicago Fire either
  10. .:Bibliophile:.
    August 24th 2018 02:02 AM - permalink
    .:Bibliophile:.
    I am okay. Was struggling a bit with work and life so decided to go black. You'll still see me around though just not as much.

About Me

  • Basics
    Name
    Dez
    Gender
    They/them.
    Location
    Connecticut, USA
    Country
    United States
  • About
    About me
    Dez, or any other nickname really.
    Slytherin. Twenty two. Public Health Major. Psychology minor. Graduated with my BS in Public Health. Returning for my Master's in Public Health. Confused, finding a path. Stressed and not so well dressed. Not-so-controlled chaos.
    Is napping an interest?

    ----

    I became a LiveHelp Operator on December 1, 2011. On January 29, 2012 I changed primaries to HelpLINK Mentor. On April 23, 2012 I became a Self Expression Forum Mod. On October 8, 2012 I became an LGBT+ Forum Mod. On December 1, 2012 I became a Chat Moderator. On February 9, 2013 I became a HelpLINK Moderator. On July 13, 2013 I became a member of the Performance Committee. On August 17 2013, I became an Albums Moderator as well as a member of the Articles Team. On October 13, 2013, I became a Self Harm Forum Mod. On November 16, 2013, I became a member of the Social Networking Team. On December 23, 2013, I became a Social Groups Moderator. On December 23, 2013, I also became a member of the Videos Team. On January 25, 2014, I became a Blogs Moderator. On April 12th, 2014, I became a Project Advisor. On August 31, 2014 I became a member of the newly formed Volunteering Committee. On March 27, 2015 I became a Newsletter Editor. On August 1, 2015 I became part of the Disputes Committee. On August 17, 2015 I became a Forums and Community Officer.
    --

    Last updated 5/26/18
  • Details
    Here for
    Like to help and be helped
    Relationship status
    What's that?
    Sexuality
    I'm here, I'm Queer
    Ethnicity
    Caucasian/White
    Education
    Studying for my Master's in Public Health.
    Occupation
    Graduate Assistant - Research
    Politics
    Democrat.
    Religion
    None really.
    Zodiac sign
    Gemini
  • Interests
    Hobbies
    I don't know anymore.
    Music
    Oh, various things.
    Movies
    The Harry Potter movies, The Day After Tomorrow, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Horton Hears a Who, Repo! The Genetic Opera, The Little Mermaid, Finding Nemo, Finding Dory... I don't watch many movies.
    Television
    House M.D., In Plain Sight, Nurse Jackie, Rizzoli & Isles, Hell's Kitchen, Once Upon A Time, Necessary Roughness, Chicago Fire, Justice League, Scrubs, Rick and Morty, Bojack Horseman, Brooklyn Nine-Nine, The Good Doctor, The Good Place
    Games
    Portal, Portal 2, The Sims 3 and 4, Plague, Rocket League, Golf With Your Friends, Magicka, then your classic board games.
    Books
    Anything that's by Jodi Picoult or talks about real life issues or Ellen Hopkins. Fiction books that talk about real world issues, like self harm.
    Sports
    I don't like sports.
    Heroes
    My Pepere (grandfather) and my cousin Sophia, as well as her two older sisters Alex and Gabby and their mother, Kristy. Also my niece Madison. :)
    Favorite quotes
    The world is round, so the place that may seem like the end, may also be only the beginning.
    Other interests
    Being a mermaid.
    Sleeping.
    Eating my sister's food.
    Zumba.
  • Signature
    Let it come and let it be...

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Latest Blog Entry

Posted March 12th 2019 at 04:22 AM by Melancholia. Comments 3
Posted in Uncategorized
My mental illness won. Again. Again it made me give up a potential amazing opportunity without even trying. I was going to apply for funding for my thesis but I'm too depressed to bother and my advisor told me it's not worth it to push myself for something I'm probably not going to be proud of.
But now regardless I'm not going to be proud of the finished product. Because my mental illness won. Again. I gave up. Again. It always wins.

I hate being functionally mentally ill because...

Posted March 7th 2019 at 04:36 AM by Melancholia. Comments 3
Posted in Uncategorized
I've been overwhelmed for weeks. It seems like my workload is only increasing and I don't have any time to sit and just relax anymore. Individual projects, group projects, other classwork, exams, committees, organizations. You name it, I'm in it. I don't really socialize anymore either.

I'm getting really run down and overloaded and overwhelmed and depressed. I haven't been to the gym in like two or three weeks and I've been eating like shit and have gained tons of weight. I've been...

Posted December 2nd 2018 at 12:34 AM by Melancholia. Comments 1
Posted in Uncategorized
This was a tough semester. I struggled a lot more than I thought I would. Between classes, stress, being sick literally almost the entire semester, having a self harm relapse, and crying in one of my favorite professor's office a few times, I was ready to give up on everything.

But, this semester is almost over. Two of my classes are completely done with and I have As in both of those. I'm getting a B in one class and while that's tough for me, I'm slowly accepting it.

...

Posted October 6th 2018 at 04:10 AM by Melancholia. Comments 5
Posted in Uncategorized
Iím not okay in a different way than normal. The depression is hitting me in ways it never has before.

It hurts so bad

Iím closer to killing myself than i ever have been before.

I want to do damage.

But i wonít. Iíll jusg go on and smile and pretend everything is great while secretly hoping I drop dead tomorrow.

l o l

Posted June 19th 2018 at 03:32 AM by Melancholia. Comments 1
Posted in Uncategorized
These blogs will probably get more infrequent, as it's starting to slow down a bit.

I'm not sure what exactly happened today. I woke up this morning and my breathing felt weird, but it's also very hot out so I figured it could be asthma. My chest is itchy from a rash I have, maybe from the heat, so I turned on my phone camera to look at it and.. My face just didn't feel right? It just felt like that shouldn't be my face. The features weren't right? The forehead was wrong and the chin...
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