[Kate*]

There's NO FUCKING way I can make it now, and I can't even argue that the content isn't the problem this time because I fucked up the test. He'll hear about this too, even if it is my fault this time. I would drop if it wouldn't screw so many things and people over.

He says I have options, but none of them are good ones and the only way to save my grade, if I really think I'm not going to make it is to withdraw before I would find out for sure. He says waiting it out and then appealing would scare him, and, as the director of the program, if he's scared then that doesn't work.