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Unhappy Self Harm Free 1 Week! - July 22nd 2013, 09:44 AM
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This has been a very difficult 7 days. But I've done it! I've been so tempted to cut lately.. My blades have been way to dull to cut deep like I used to... My deeper scars on my legs are fading ... It's so weird... I dread them because it's nice to wear shorts sometimes.. But I cant.. But all I wanna do is get my razor blade and cut until I bleed. .. But at the same time I wanna be able to wear shorts, so people will stop thinking im weird >_< Idk what to do... I hate people seeing my cuts.. Bleh

the girl who always seemed unbreakble finally
BROKE
the girl who seemed strong
CRUMBLED
the girl who always laughed
CRIED
the girl who never stopped trying finally
GAVE UP

she let her fake smile fade and as she did a tear rolled down her cheek and she whispered

' i can't do this anymore'
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