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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. - August 9th 2013, 08:34 AM

-No, I have not stopped loving you. I don't know if I ever really will. But, I can't do this anymore. It's exhausting. I will walk through fire for you anytime and you know that. But, all of this is breaking me. I can't listen to one of the most important people in my life rip me to shreds over a mistake that I made. I can't constantly be reminded that you hate me with everything in you. Honestly, it would be easier if you just walked away without a word. It would be kinder that way. Because you and I both know that I won't be able to do it myself.

-I'm not sure how much longer I can keep this charade going. It's wearing me down. But, I'm too afraid to mention it to you because I know it'll only hurt you...and that's not my goal at all.

-I'm not going anywhere.


wanderlust consumed her;
foreign hearts & exotic minds compelled her.
she had a gypsy soul
and a vibrant heart for the unknown.
-d. marie
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