[mindflower]

For my really great friend Lela, and whatever it may be that she's going through that makes her feel like such a bad person

For Matthew... still looks miserable...

For Cody, just help him calm down after so many scares today, and maybe some understanding of who I am and my self destruction...

For Patrick... first person I've ever not stopped before he hurt himself. The first guy I haven't changed the mind of, saved, helped.... God I'm so crushed that he hurt himself because of me........