[house-of-usher]

I understand that it would be best for me to go to my doctor about all of this, but i do not think that would work. my mother always stays in the room when i go to the doctor, so i can't talk to him about anything that i do not want my mother to know. i don't even think that i am old enough to go by myself and ask about what i am going through. i don't think there is anything that i can do to help myself through all of the crap.