Sorry to hear what you are going through right now. I know it seems hard to get help and stuff from others. But you do deserve all the help you need! I know you are going through a hard time and I totally understand when it feels like God hasn't answered your prayers (I'm Christian I pray to him to time to time) but he does have a plan and I know it's hard not to have hope, but there is! It's hard to see right now. If you can't turn to anyone.. You always can turn to me if you like
that's why I'm on here
I'm not the best at advice, but I'm always willing to listen
so you can
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I understand that your dealing a lot right now. But you can get through it
Again feel free to
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