so lately ive been really emotional with like everything. and ill be crying on the phone with him sometimes andthen 2 seconds later ill be perfectly fine. then he gets all freaked out because my
mod changed so quickly. and last night he called me at like 5 A.M. and i was half asleep and i vaguely remember talking to him but apparently i flipped a shit on him one minute and was cursing (which i almost NEVER do) and then the next minute i was like "okay im going to sleep now good night i love you" in my normal sweet voice and it made him angry. what should i do? ive gotten tested a few years ago for bipolar disorder and i didnt have it, but could it have changed? i feel like i have alot of the symptoms (EXCESSIVE mood swings, loss of appetite, depression, crying for no reason... at all, excited and energized but tired at the same time, lack of sleep and focus...) please help! thanks! xoxo