I've spoken to her dad. Not directly about self harming, as he knows about it. But I have been I contact with her dad, and he's a lovely guy. He likes what he hears about me and I'm glad. I help him and he supports me!
Last 2 days have been quiet.
I want to honestly tell my parents about it, I don't know if it's right or wrong to tell them.
I had another 'hope moment' today. Walking with my friends dog, and she said to me, 'that could be us one day, in a field running after a dog!' And I believe she's ok tonight
Haven't heard from her since 9:00 though, little worrying and she was down this morning, gave me a message saying she's sorry and she f***
ed up. Why? She hasn't.
I've had another romantic moment, sending her a heart shaped paper with lyrics from our song, Iris on it
romance is a good thing, love my sweetheart!
She's getting better, she was able to sleep another night, realised she was a lucid dreamer, was able to literally escape her nightmares. Lets hope it stats this way...we're finally on track