[Coffee.]

Currently, I'm a mess. I have so many things to do, I feel so overwhelmed. I have a scholarship application due this week, I'm significantly behind in a self-paced class that I cannot drop because it's one of two classes I actually need to graduate. I've completely ignored responsibilities from one job because it's become too overwhelming and now it's piled so badly I'm stuck. My bills have piled up. I've lost all of my friends in under six months, and I feel wounded and hurt and angry and wishing I would have never trusted anybody and yet longing for somebody to tell me that they'll be here no matter what, but I know that it's a lie.