[Forging Galaxies]

Why?
All this time, I thought you were dead. You wouldn't reply back, and you were... so severely damaged mentally and physically. I thought you tried to end it again... I had to assume that.

But then, I find that you are alive and well. No, actually you're doing fucking better.

But enough of that!
Was I nothing?
Didn't I deserve the fucking decency to know that you're alive and well?
Because it would of been goddamn nice to know considering I grieved and was in alot of pain since I assume you've died. I felt so much damn guilt since then, I thought I could of stopped you. I thought I could come to you and showed you that I truly cared about you as a friend. Because you were a soul who's suffering in so much pain!
Because no one else cared about you back then, I was the one who cared truly for you. A goddamn stranger you found online and became friends with.

Sure, now it's nice to know that loss, that pain I felt was all fake. It was all for nothing.
But fine, enjoy this nice-looking life of yours...