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The anorexia part has come back. -
May 10th 2015, 12:36 AM
So I'm not doing this on purpose or anything. But food lately has smelled and tasted really bad. I get nauseous when I smell it. I am hardly eating at all during the day. If I eat I feel like purging. I honestly have to make myself eat at time then I feel disgusted with myself after words. I have gone days with not eating enough calories and the ate everything in site for two days. Yes I like the fact that it has come back because maybe I will be thin again but on the other hand it is controlling my life and it sucks. I'm so conflicted.. But then I'll screw up recovery. I just I don't really know anymore.
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