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Re: Complaint of the day - June 10th 2015, 01:43 AM
So I got out of it this Thursday but I don't want to go to my best friend's house next Thursday. I just can't bare the thought of leaving my own, leaving my comfort to go outside and immediately become anxious.
I'm feeling so much worse about everything, I'm a walking, talking, living nightmare. I don't want to live, but just... exist.
And I don't want to talk to my best friend, I don't want to talk to any of my friends when they do try to talk to me. I want to be left alone. Left alone with myself to do what I want to do to calm me, to entertain me.
My anxiety is pushing me over the edge. I'm getting angrier.
I don't want to live but just... exist, somehow.



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