I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't know what to do with myself anymore and I'm just exhausted and can barely find feelings for anything. I'm completely numb and I don't know how to fix it. Maybe I should just fucking cut my arms to shreds and then maybe I'll feel again but I'm so fucking scared of my parents finding out. They won't believe me. They think its all self inflicted. I'm worthless and I feel like I don't belong anywhere and I just need to die.
why me god?!