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				July 5th 2015, 04:34 AM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
I still want what I know I will never have and I don't know if that will ever go away 
I'm torn between not wanting to deal with you in any capacity because I can't face you, and wanting to meet with you one more time because you can make this all okay 
They said you would, I would've felt better hearing it from you 
That's worthless, I was 5 courses from the better degree and we all know it 
I guess I want a miracle and I'm the only person in the world who doesn't get those 
Just when I think I'm ready to move on, I crash again 
I want you to admit to my face that you screwed me and mean it, but I'll never have that either. 
 
And now I feel better so it probably won't last.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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                        Last edited by Kate*; July 5th 2015 at 08:11 AM. 
                    
                    
				
			 
		
		
	
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