[Kate*]

Anxiety for absolutely no reason and tired at the same time, this is fun!

It's going to be one of "those days". Can I PLEASE stop getting slapped in the face with the fact that everyone is passing the test I'll never take?! I don't even know her for crying out loud! And the day was bad before that.

Anxiety for no reason, or misplaced excitement about something else I can't have? Either way it sucks.

I know it would be a long shot to even try for, but I think if I'm not 100% convinced, then I shouldn't do it, but maybe it's better that way because I won't be completely crushed (again) if I end up not doing or getting it. It's not going to hurt to contact, I probably won't get a response anyway. It can't be an alternative just because of what happened, but I can't deny it's a factor here.