[eeba]

I'm so sorry for everything.

I feel so silly for ever even hoping for one second that you'd have feelings for me too because you're way way way too good for me.

But then, I don't even deserve you as a friend, and you've always been the sweetest friend in the world to me, and I don't know why I couldn't have just been grateful for that and acted like an adult when you let me down in the sweetest, gentlest, most understanding way possible and still wanted to be friends with me after that.

God, I'm so sorry, you deserve so much better. I hope you aren't thinking about me because I want you to be happy and I make you unhappy because I'm an awful person.

But I also want you to know that I am thinking about you, and hoping that you're doing well.

I hope I will see you again some time.