Dancing- extreme anxiety -
December 2nd 2016, 06:52 AM
Well, I have a wedding in two days, and I'm one of the groomsmen. Yay! My brother's getting married! Fuck me in the ass, I have to dance! I would rather choke down a garbage bag full of hair!
I can't even practice alone in my room. I broke into an angry fit of crying and stomping and throwing shit on the ground, for fuck's sake. I can't even look up "beginner's dancing without wanting to puke (exaggeration, not a current symptom). But oh my God, it's not even my celebration, I can't do this. I would rather die.
I seriously can't calm down, and it's keeping me up at 3 AM. What the fuck do I do about this?
This is gonna bite me in the ass so hard in life...
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