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Unhappy Social anxiety,feel depressed,exhausted - February 5th 2017, 08:27 AM

Feel Depressed,exhausted,deep pain inside
Hello,Sometime I feel so sad.I imagine in my head how i hurt myself.Today for example I went to an event for only 50 minutes.There I had to see people.After that I feel really exhausted (I am not able to do anything.I just want to sleep)and sad..But why?Why do I feel so sad?
I also feel in school depressed and all I want to do is to go home.Everday I think I can't do this anymore.I had made 4therapys and it doesn't went better.I don't want to suffer anymore.Everyday in school is like a fight.I don't even know If i have SA-disorder(Diagnose).I can look in people's eyes and i can answer if somebody start to talk to me.But I can't even say hello to my classmates.Only if they say hello to me.This is strange...

I also have binge eating behavior.But my therapist don't take it serious.Everday I got this strong urges to eat.I can't resist.It makes me feel bad.It started a year ago.I just want to eat healthy.I think god hate me because i have to suffer that much.