I understand where you are coming from. I, myself, have done self harm and still do sometimes. Please do NOT start, because you never know if you'll be able to quit. Self Harm is NEVER the answer. If you feel the need to please contact me whenever you need someone to talk to. I have 15 scars from self harm, and I wish I never started because to this day, I still self harm sometimes. Please, please, never start.