[Distraughtandbeauty]

For the past many months, I have had a constant fear of my wonderful girlfriend falling in love with someone new, and it gets in the way of many things. If she says she's going out with friends, I get angry and jealous, even though I know it's wrong. But maybe I get so angry and jealous because I myself don't actually have any friends at all.
Recently she said she was going to go to the Harry Potter studios with other people, and it broke my heart, because I had said I wanted to go with her.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that it's getting in the way of everything, and I don't know how to stop obsessing, and it'll only get worse when I move away. I just want to be with her, we have such a good relationship besides the obsessions I have, and she knows they're there, and she understands why I get upset. But I just want them to go away.