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Misophonia, OCD and of course depression - September 13th 2017, 02:05 AM

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I get an unwanted sexual arousal whenever I hear my dad breathe. I absolutely fucking hate it when he excerises beside my room! It sounds like he's having a fucking orgasm! This makes me extremely uncomfortable to the point I want to fucking kill him! I close the door and I can still hear him! He is obnoxiously loud and disgusting! He even farts loud! If I tell him to exercise somewhere else, he won't listen! I can't go anywhere else in the house because of OCD! Like he sits on the couches and I refuse to sit where he sits because whenever he pulls down his pants, he doesn't lift up his shirt, so I don't want to be exposed to his ass germs! Yes, he has shown me! My room is my only "safe" place and even that's not as safe as I want it to be! I want to move out or die!