Friend love can be amazing and it shows that there are girls who appreciate aspects of you. Even if they might only see you as a friend those aspects must be great and ONE day there could be someone who see it as more and wants a relationship.

Sorry for posting this and I hope you are able to read it.

I figured out the biggest cause of my relationship issues. I haven't been taking care of myself and my bipolar has been slowly creeping in and I ended up getting in the way of me not responding or reacting accurately.


We still have things to work on, both of us.

Now I am even more excited to see where we can grow and change and what we can become.