[Kate*]

Hey there, I know what you mean about feeling like you need it, but not wanting to try because of the stigma. I was actually thinking about applying for it myself, so I know a little bit about doing it. Depending on how much you've worked, you will qualify for either SSI or SSDI, SSDI you can apply for online, SSI you have to do in person at a local social security office. Most cases get rejected at least once, so don't be afraid to appeal,and make sure you have current documentation of your official diagnoses from your treatment professionals. You would have to go to court for a hearing if you appeal your denial, but it's worth doing because a lot of denials get overturned on appeal. This website is a good place to start:

https://www.ssa.gov/forms/apply-for-benefits.html

If you want to see what benefits you could possibly qualify for without actually applying, you can use this site instead:

https://ssabest.benefits.gov/