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I've been really lonely lately. I have a few close friends, but I still feel really alone. I get this aching feeling in my chest whenever i'm doing something by myself (which is almost always). Its not their fault, they make plans with me occasionally and I go to them, but I can't shake this lonely feeling. I feel really upset and I don't know why. Sometimes I think its because all my other friends either are currently ignoring me or aren't my friend anymore or became my bullies. Maybe I'm worried that i'm going to lose them as quickly as I got them. I don't know. I have been really lonely lately and I have no idea what to do with myself. I sometimes lie down or run to the bathroom and start crying because my chest starts to ache. Any advice is appreciated