[Tigereyes]

Stop saying I can do it! I can't fucking do it! Maybe that's why I'm fucking panicking about not being able to handle all this! I can't do it anymore. Why can't everyone just listen and validate my feelings instead of trying to give me inspirational bullshit as if I just need fucking motivation and this isn't fucking unreasonable. You have no fucking idea what it's like. You haven't experienced even a quarter of this. I'm so done. I really wish I could take something for this panic, but I can't treat my anxiety with benzos, so there's nothing to help enough.I'm at a loss. I really just want to end it. And maybe I will. Because 85% of my entire fucking insanity semester is due in 2.5-4 weeks and I'm way far behind with no hope of getting caught up.