Cheer up
I believe. Many people experienced financial crises and not only financial ones when they studied at universities and colleges. If I were in that place, I would simply not take my studies so seriously as you do, I would go to work, and put the colege in the background. Do not get so worn out. Of course, I am not calling on anyone. I just know how studying sucks all the strength out of you and you become not alive.
editedAnd when you work, you will hardly understand that this area (where you study) is not yours at all (Of course I would not want to). But you still need to understand that adulthood has begun and you will need to look for ways out from different situations
May the force be with you
