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[SIZE="a"]Hi everyone, I am 17f and don’t have anyone to talk to about my questions so I will ask you here.

I basically want to know if there is something wrong with me or if anyone has experienced what I do now.

I never had a crush, nor was I sexually aroused and in combination with that I don’t have a sex drive.

I have tried masturbation to see what all the fuss is about but it didn’t do much for me. The closest thing coming to having experienced attraction would be declaring my best friend in elementary school my girlfriend, kissing her and going back to normal the next day (I don’t even know if this memory is real or just made up).

I know that I am young and could be a late bloomer but I got my period pretty early (when I was 11) and it seems like puberty is pretty much over for me. I also have never been sexually assaulted, I am not depressed and I don’t take birth control. In fact I would consider my mental and physical health to be quite good.

I know that not having crushes is normal as is a low libido but I have never heard of somebody else having a combination of all the things I (don’t) experience.

I also know that axesuality and aromanticism exist but I want to have a sexual and romantic realationship one day (probably with a girl/ women?) and the thought of not being able to feel the same things as my (future) partner makes me sad.

I just want to know if there is anything I can do, if I am normal or if anyone has advice for me who was/is in a similar situation.

TLDR: never had a crush, don’t have a libido or get sexually aroused. My mental health is fine and I don’t take birth control.
Should I worry or not? Has anyone experienced something similar and can give me some advice on what to do?

(Hope the formatting is all right as I am on mobile, also English is not my first language so please excuse mistakes language wise)[/size]