[Kate*]

I hate it all really. Exercise-induced asthma, and growing up undiagnosed killed cardio for me (it's just associated with having asthma attacks no one believed, and not being allowed to stop), using weights and/or machines just makes me afraid I'm going to hurt myself, my Zoloft makes me over-sweat with minimal exertion, exercising around other people, especially with my disability, makes me crazy self-conscious and brings back the nightmarish days of gym class where both teachers and students bullied me. Nothing about it is enjoyable for me. I'm at a point now where I need to lose weight, but it's not going to happen unless I am literally tricked into working out.