[Kate*]

I'm not comfortable yet, so this anxiety is crushing, and for some reason I got an extra pay check which isn't helping. No, I don't want to do 7.5 hours tomorrow, but at least it's slightly shorter and later, and I'll make sure to get both breaks this time. So, hopefully, it won't be as bad because I'm still sore.

But, I still don't want to go, and given a real choice I probably wouldn't. I've spent my life being in the way and here we are again.

Anxiety is crushing me again and probably will until we open. So, I don't want to go again tomorrow, even though last night was completely fine.

And it figures, I remember that there's a game I actually want to see and it's either massively delayed or postponed. Either way, with an early and LONG shift tomorrow, I'll probably miss it either way.