I got the unholy trinity in mental health(depression, anxiety, ptsd) so I'm kinda fucked. Especially since I'm always in the environments that trigger one or more of the three disorders. It's so annoying. I have the fear of not wanting to go back, and I want to talk to someone about everything too, but I don't know how, especially since IRL I know I'll just get sent back to the hospital, which I don't want.