[FONT=""][COLOR=""][SIZE=""][FONT=""][COLOR=""][SIZE=""][FONT=""][COLOR=""][SIZE=""]I've relapsed back into my eating disorder pretty strongly. I told my mom and she kind of ignored it, my therapist hasn't let me talk about it yet, and I don't know what to do. I really want to be able to eat without feeling guilty and feeling like I should purge but I do feel that way. I have UFED(Unspecified Food and eating disorder) so I feel like it's not even a valid disorder because its not really even a diagnostic code, it's just...there. I feel like shit. I don't know what to do anymore and I really want to go better. I'm leaving my outpatient center soon so its not like I can even get a lot of help on this....UGH.[/size][/color][/font][/size][/color][/font][/size][/color][/font]