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Originally Posted by Arabesque- golfing girl.

I'm sorry about this and hope that you will be okay soon.

i hope so too. it's something i know i'll never fully recover from and sex will never be the same for me and it's a shame that my first time having sex wasn't by choice. to be molested by my own family and being abused so severely by my peers have severely depleted whatever trust i had in human beings and it'll be a long time before i can get it back. i'm glad i have a good support network and counseling, bc i'm going to likely need it for the rest of my life along with numerous medications just so i can somewhat function normally.