So I was 9 days safe until this morning. I cut myself again. I don't know whether I should tell my therapist this morning or not because I don't want my parents to find out or go to the ER...I didn't cut deep, just cat scratches tbh. I'm really depressed again, my anxiety has been high, I've been eating less, my doctors want me to go residential, it's all going down in flames. I started to
sh bc of my ex-abuser, and she never got sent to the hospital or the ER for
sh and shit, but that's my whole damn life. PHP, ER, Inpatient, home, repeat. That's been the cycle I am stuck in lately and I don't know how to get out. My arms are burning really bad because of the cuts, I cleaned them out so they're fine. God I don't know what to do rn...