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Conflicted crush feelings -
Today, 06:35 AM
[FONT=""][COLOR=""][SIZE=""]Ok so, I got out of a long term relationship in August (technically we “went on break” at the beginning of summer but we didn’t get off of break) and I started a new job last week. I met a cute guy, we hit it off, and I asked for his number, we went on a lunch “date” and we have another dinner date soon. I think he’s really cool, I love talking to him, we have a lot of shared interests, but we kissed today, several times, not like super passionate kisses or anything, just pecks on the lips, and I didn’t really feel anything? Part of me wonders if it’s just because of the whole “got out of a long term relationship” thing, which cute guy knows about, and/or I’m just not ready for another serious relationship (which I need to tell cute guy and help/advice on how to do that would be greatly accepted and appreciated-) but it was kind of awkward. I didn’t hate it but it wasn’t great either I guess, and I feel bad saying it. There’s definitely some things I don’t like about him, but there’s plenty that i like too- I’m not sure if I just like the attention, or if I’m actually interested in him and I’m just feeling weird cause of previous relationship stuff. I dunno, feelings are weird and complicated-[/size][/color][/font]
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