[Ballsack]

After the last event, honestly my life has been going pretty uphill thankfully. I got a part time job as a math and physics teacher though my job starts next week. However, I'm only gonna work as a tutor until I have to move for college. My mom told me about how I should be careful of drugs and sex before marriage (my family is super into abstinence which I obviously don't follow) but she also told me how I shouldn't joke about my gender because it's a "mental illness" and that I'm "gonna be taken by them". The fuck? By who??? Trans people??? Damn I hope so. I plan on exploring my gender in college, obviously, and also maybe try to get into a relationship for once. I don't care if it's with a guy or a girl I just kinda wanna experience dating and maybe going out to parties or whatever. The type of shit you see in movies. But my mom told me if I ended up dating someone of the same gender she's gonna kill herself in front of me. Honestly, be my guest. I don't even give a fuck anymore. Everyone wants to kill themselves the moment that I want to live and man I don't give a fuck if you alll die do whatever you want man I'm not even gonna be in your life for long. I can't wait to be more financially secure anndd hopefully get better connections or SOMETHING so I could get the fuck out of this bum ass country and live my life to the fullest without a bitch yelling in my ear "don't do that or I'm gonna kms in front of you" oh I'm sure you will fuck you.