[Face Up.]

That's a lot to go through. I'm sorry that your family seems to have a lot of issues.

Do you think that as long as the people in the group chat are safe (no crimes, substance use, etc), you can rejoin the group chat? Parents don't always approve of our friend choices and of course, sometimes they're right, but other times they don't seem to make an effort to get the vibe of who you are hanging out with. I don't know what age you are an adult in the country you are from, but in the US if you're eighteen your parents don't really have much say on who you hang out with or talk to.

You mentioned college, so I'd assume you are attending. Maybe your college has social groups you can join to meet other people with things in common. You can also sit with someone friendly looking in classes and offer to study with them or do group projects with them, and chat with them while doing those things.