[~Misguided Ghosts~]

It sounds like you have so much going on, and I'm sorry about that. Maybe try and keep to yourself where you're staying now or with your dad's family. I know it's hard and it would be a lot better if they were easier to be around. But don't be embarrassed about your current situation, even finances. It's not your fault and you're doing the best you can with the situation you're in.