sort of update to this post,, still confused and stuff.,
i went as miles morales for halloween, i had the same issues where my privates wouldn’t fit again,
burst through and all that,.
just didn’t work so, my mom had me wear some big baggy sweatpants over the costume,, like peter in the first movie,,,.

didn’t feel very good about it though,, i don’t know
i still had fun,, but
i cried a bit when i got home,
i just feel really weird and embarrassed all the time now,,
like im always thinking about if people can see it and not letting people see instead of just.. i dunno,, thinking about normal stuff?
and i didn’t feel good about not just being able to wear the costume normally,
i wish i could have,,
ive been growing more down there,, too. but the rest of my body still seems the same, i dont know why
now im just rambling, sorry,, i hope you guys had a good halloween though!