[thegirlnextdoor89]

Thanks for the replies. I do agree that the other guy was/is a douche. Unfortunately he was an available douche, and I felt like he's the only guy who would ever care about me.
So, oddly enough, I am going to be seeing someone soon! It's my other ex, Zach. We have liked each other for 5 years, but didn't do much about it. We were kind of together when I was 15, but then I left school so I didn't really see him much after that. When I was 16, we hung out once and he did some not-so-good things to me, but it's 3 years later, and I've forgiven him. We're hanging out soon, and I'm really really nervous!! Lol.