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I'm Forcing Myself To Eat Today. - June 5th 2009, 01:48 AM

Hey y'all, I've decided to force myself to eat. Mostly because my mom's makin me eat at least a small plate of the homemade New York fries that she made. And anyways, I this is my only meal that I've had today. I ended up eating a tiny, tiny piece of cinnamon bun and a par of a large slurpee my friend and I shared. And guess what? I'm eating more than what I have to. I'm eating 2 plates of fod instead of 1 AND, I'm not going to purge no matter how much I want to because if I start now, I know I'll be hooked on it. So, I figure, why start right?


Everthing I see seems to be a lie. And everything you see in me you think is the truth. But, really all you see is what I'm masking the real me with. You never see me cry. Because I'll never let you. And you'll never see me die because I feel like I already have in a way.