[emerson]

-It would've been nice to see you all again. [I know how innocuous that sounds, but given everything it can't be assumed]

But whether my decision was 'correct' is immaterial, because my father got a pay cut and I couldn't have come back anyway.

-I'm glad I'll never see you again. Fuckwit.

- I do legitimately think your beliefs are irrational and crazy. I understand now why people don't talk about these things with family.

-I'm glad we'll clearly always be friends, but I'm far from my best self with you. I'll try to amend that. I am a little jealous of your life at the moment, but surprisingly it's abating and I'm more and more thrilled on your behalf.

-Why can't you feel anything? Listen to me. What you think matters, doesn't matter. I do think you're a bit worthless but I'm also vehemently ready to be proved wrong.

-And finally:
Fuck off. FUCK OFF. Fuck off. You're dead inside and I don't want any part of you. Okay, the occasional part of you.