[Faye.]

Yes, I always feel like that actually.

Fuck off you, you fuck everything up! I can't trust you and this whole thing isn't a big deal anyway. I don't care about you, your opinions ceased to have any relevance a long time ago.

Look it's sweet you're being so nice, but just act normal please?

I've wasted so much on you. I go from being angry at you, trying not care about you to needing you more than is possibly imaginable. You said you cared. If you really did care you wouldn't be putting me through this, either talk to me or tell me to fuck off because I can't take this much longer, it's driving me crazy.

Just, I'm sorry. You all deserve better than me, but I'm trying my best, for you all.