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Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! - January 17th 2010, 11:33 AM

I went on your facebook and I shouldn't have.
I just couldn't help it.
I read a message between you and her.
You wrote "Me and Sammy will be making it official soon. But I will always love you."
What the hell am I supposed to do
You tell me she was horrible to you and that she did your head in.
I don't believe you. I don't believe you when you say you love me.
Me and her are complete opposites.
How would you spend 2 years with her, then immediately get with me (a complete opposite) and say that you love me?
One of us has been lied to, and I'm guessing it's me.
I guess I cant handle the fact that you were in a long term relationship before me.
I want you to love me. You're the first boy I can honestly say I fell in love with.
Why the hell did I expect it to be mutual ...
Just dump me and get it over with. You want her back. I know you do. Of course you do. Why would anyone love me. I'm nothing like her, so you should hate me for it.
I'm not as pretty as she is. I'm not as good with make up as she is. I've not got boobs like her. I'm not as popular as her. I'm not all confident happy smiley like she appears to be. I can tell just from her pictures that our personalities are completely different. I bet she doesn't get depressed like I do.
You will always love her ...
I wish you loved me
I wanna know what you've been saying to her, what she's been saying to you.
I so so so want you to love me. But I know you love her. Just tell me you want her, and get it over with.
And I can't tell any of this to you, because I shouldn't have been on your facebook.
I wish you loved me.
But I have to let go now.

I love you.
But I'm letting go of any hope that you love me.
I'm letting go.




Sometimes it's better to forget how you feel
and remember what you deserve


S. M ... still in my heart, forever
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