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Re: Why'd you turn to drugs/alcohol? - February 10th 2010, 02:13 AM

I was depressed for years, and I stopped caring about myself. I didn't care about anything in life. Anger and hatred consumed me every day. I was addicted to DXM and pain killers because for the first time in my life, I felt happy. And even if I wasn't happy, atleast I didn't feel a constant want to kill myself. I could just forget about all the problems in my life for a few hours.