[Apollo]

Hello.

I want you to know that life isn't going to be like this your whole life. It gets better, but death won't help the situation. It is possible to get rid of that "lonely" kind of feeling. I think you should talk to somebody close that will listen to how you feel. Talking about things can really help, and if you find yourself unable to talk about it, write it down. Give it to your doctor, or whomever else. A lot of people care about you, and they would hate to see you go through this, or worse. I think you should call a friend or somebody, or find things that mean something to you, and think about them. That may help you know how much people love and care for you. Life does get better, like I said, and things will improve. If you keep hiding your feelings and acting happy, it will only get worse.

Have a good day. You deserve to be happy.